Know the Reason Y
Posted by Saurangshu Kanunjna | Posted in | Posted on 9:44 PM
I saw her today standing on the other side of the road............waiting...waiting for someone...It was raining heavily.......I could see the glimpses of her face......shining in the dark gloomy rainy day, her hand trying to hold the umbrella tight....trying to grip it properly...... fighting against the strong blowing wind.........so strong, holding umbrella was just an formality as she was already under the cover of the rain droplet...............I stressed my eye a little...tried looking in the finer details on her face.........a face which was my identity.....face which was synonymous to smile in my life.........She was waiting.........waiting for the rain to hold back, waiting for the world to stop over.....waiting for something to turn up...........she was waiting....
I took a step closer.......she run a little further.......I took another step closer....she found a shade for herself......i stopped......she relaxed under the shade............by now...her umbrella had betrayed her....she was under the cover of rain.......completely wrapped around with water.....her hair all wet and messed.................feeling a little uncomfortable as she was all alone in the shade with few unknown creature........dark unknown creature.......For a second i thought to go and comfort her......tel her look i m here with you...on the second thought i hold back.....coz i was darker side of her..........
She looked here and there....clearly searching for a better place to wait......rain GOD seems kind to me, he kept pouring his blessing........her face had many water droplets...but near the eye onces seems a lil different..............when looked closely it revealed that those are the special one......ones that comes from heart to the eye.......at time out of fear, pain, happiness.......i knew this time the reason was different.......she was missing the comfort....she was missing someone......
I wanted to go and tel her.....here i am don't worry, i took a step forward....she turned her back.....i took another step forward....a car blocked my road.....for a sec i couldn't see...next moment say wasn't there........my eyes looked every where........the sight of her wasn't there......restlessly.......i ran to the other side.........impatiently looked around......every thing seemed dark and blank.......i wanted to shout her name...but couldn't......i run here and there.....she vanished somewhere.......suddenly i turned back......i saw a bike standing on the other side of the road........when i looked closely..........it stood exactly there, where i was standing....the same point.........i saw her this time....minus the umbrella.....free as a bird....minus all burden....the face seems brighter...the rain wasn't a hindrance any more........the water no longer could wrap her on........she was smiling with glory.....she laughed and smiled.....i looked at her and realised she was not the same person i had visualized...she was not the same person...who onces was mine....though she looked the same, but there was a change.............she seat on the bike.........hold the shoulder of the person.......I looked down the road..may be a lil jealous.....but found enough courage too look up and see her again may be for the last time................I slowly looked up...only to see her looking towards me....wid eye which had millions of things to tell............All i could here was " thanks for your care......but you came out of your place early.....while trying to protect me and the thought of losing me.....provoked you to leave your place in and move towards the other side........what you didn't realize was that in the se time..... I was only trying to come to the position were you were.........from the other side......."
She phased away in the rain.........I went back to the place where i was.........her umbrella was there..............i stood there..............and still m standing there................waiting for another day...may be i will get another chance................and this time..........this time i would know the reason Y..........
Do you know the reason Y?????????????????
Love....Don't Just Love the person....don't love his/her heart.....don't love the mind and character...if you have to love then love the soul of the person..........Character Changes...heart can be replaced....mind get corrupted.....situation changes....relationships are formed and broken.......what is immortal is the soul......... AMEN.... :)
indeed! whats immortal is the soul. yet know one knows how it looks. :)
Rito.. We don't know how it looks... we can only feel it. and true are those hearts who can feel connected with their soul and listen to it... :)