"The Initial Phase"
Posted by Saurangshu Kanunjna | Posted in | Posted on 12:44 PM

I was chatting with a very sweet friend of mine….and she was anticipating the arrival of her soul mate after 1 years of separation……………….one must see the smile on her face……the excitement on her voice………….the way she gets lost in to her own world when one mentions her soul mates name………….she wants to shop..looks good……utilize the maximum time with him……she is so happy and excited…..all these somehow redirects me to the days when I started off my journey with my soul mate…………..days when life seemed so beautiful and wonderful…..i still remember the initial days…………….everything looked so very beautiful….so very peaceful. I knew that now I will have a person who loves me more than I love myself………and who’s love for me is not conditional……who’s love is genuine and pure………..I knew now I have someone with whom I can share all my pains and worries and who will support me and help me in all sphere of life.....there was rawness and freshness in whatever we did………..somehow over the years…..as we matured we have lost that rawness and freshness……I feel today there is more soberness involved in the love………….the craziest of things that we did is now a thing of past………..we are so confined with our daily life and professional mannerism that we somehow have lost that purity within us………its not that the love has reduced or we have become too mechanical…..i still love her with the same intensity but yes now I do think twice before doing crazy stuff………I think with every passing years you tend to behave a little too practically and accept the changes in life and prove that you have matured……………
Today I want to enjoy those lost moments again…….today when I see these kids enjoying the initial days of love……………today when I listen to them……It takes me back to my old days…………I also enjoy the moments with them….there joy…excitement …..happiness brings smile on my face also…………it revives me and helps me to think beyond my current mental status…….one of my friends was mentioning today only, that she keeps smiling whenever she thinks of the time ahead with her soul mate………………very similar to the feeling I had in my initial days……its almost like u find happiness in small small things……nothings seems impossible…….nothings bothers you….there is a different flavor to life…..the atmosphere smells differently….everything seems wonderful and minus any problem and tensions…….that’s the magic of being in love…and that’s the magic of being loved…………………and trust me blessed are those who get to enjoy these special moments of life and love....
Now does the feeling remains the same way all through………yes the feeling remains the same….just that with every passing days with things changing around us…we also tends to change and behave more smartly….and in process somewhere losses the innocence in us….......as life shows its own color and struggle, it tends to change our thought process and faith in life…….in those moment…..when we start feeling that everything is useless and start losing hope in life…………….its important to meet these new breeds of people……..I was blessed that I meet couple of people who have just started their relations……so with them I again enjoyed the initial phases of being in love……………and trust me this phases is special……I think every human soul should pass through this phase at least once……..I don’t know what’s lies in future for my friends but today I want to tell them that when ever they need a friend…I will be there…….may be I can help them when their relationship goes through a tough time……coz I have seen worst of condition and I know I will have to face even more pathetic condition….so probably my experience will help them and their relationship……………..but what ever it is….I want to see them blossom and their love blossom and hope that they never losses their purity and rawness….I hope every moment they are in love is an initial moment for them…………..I pray to GOD to fulfill all their wishes and fill their life with love and more love………
Love is beautiful…love is life………love is something we can’t define….
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nice thoughts and yes ofcourse a great attempt to be in touch with your own self. Keep doing that as not everyone gets a chance to do that. :)
But Hey Take care of yourself, don't get away too far............with your thoughts